sounds pathetic arent i?
yeah.. am talking bout ma heart.. am sorry if i've made anyone feels uncomfortable with me. i just need a place to share my feeling. herm.
okay, am about to reveal the thing.. well, as we all aware, in lives, surely we'll have someone close enough.. someone that we can rely on. yup, i have not only 1 but few people. sounds amazing right? yeah i know......... thanks to all my best friends that i've known since school or in Puncak Alam. :') thanks for making my life terrific
well, i dont wanna sound like an ungrateful person, but i feel like sometimes am alone in this place. feels like am in a black box, covered.. my friends are my oxygen but as soon as am covered, am lack of oxygen and eventually, its finished.. thats how i feel. sometimes i feel like i wanna sit at the corner of the room, by myself, cry myself out... but the tears wont come out... i just wanna scream... telling everyone that am not okay, i screamed, yet nobody listened..........
if u're in my shoes, how would u feel.. yeah, am surrounded by lovely people but why i feel like they actually dont understand me.. didnt listen to things dat i whispered.. herm.. am not a corpse guys.. sometimes, corpse can be sad too. am human.. am not asking for anything..i just wanna u guys to listen to what i whisper not what i act using my face.. am an actor.. thanks to u guys.. i've been hurt once.. i dont need 1 more. :'(
thanks for reading. i appreciate it..
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