alone lonely loner

cold...as there is an aircond in my room....the wind blows everything that's on my desk.. lovin it...but i'm alone... no room-8,no friends....hey,i cant expect them to be with me all the time right..yeah...thought so...

i just wanna express myself bout yesterday...it was a hectic day for me n friends...i dont know why but my mood suddenly changed...from good to moody....i didnt know why,but at a certain point i just wanna be alone..i listened to my musics really2 loud...i cant hear people talking to me.. i'm sorry guys if i ignored u... i wasnt do it on purpose. i'm so sorry..really..i was there sitting alone..doin my maths while my beloved friends talking,laughing but i couldnt join them.... when it was time for math tutorial,i went to BKA...with them but we didnt talk...its my fault...i'm being selfish...sorry.... there,,when we were in BKA,waiting for the tutor,i burst into tears....yet,i didnt show it to anyone...i just dont want them to know..i love my friends here...i just dont wanna lose them... huh..dramatic isnt it..only 1 person that noticed,,and that was Farah...clearly i dont wanna my friends to know that i was crying...so wiped my tear drops and pretend like there's nothing wrong that day...hurm...the only person that i told bout my feeling yesterday was Faiz..hey man,thanks for listening to my junks... perhaps i just wanna be alone..

to all my friends,i just wanna say sorry for being a selfish gal yesterday... ...