why the title is FRAGILE but am talking about LONELINESS........
hurm...actually today i just wanna tell u all what i kept inside me..my feelings,sadness,happiness.......am a FRAGILE HEARTED PERSON......yeah i know.everyone can see me being happy every single day..but do they know what happened inside me...hurm...i dont think so...am makin this blogging kind of thing because i was afraid to tell anyone bout it....i'm shy....yeah..people will look at me like am a brutal,hard person but they dont even know that deep,deep down inside,am crying like a baby...hurm...perhaps i dont have a really trusted friends..yet........i've many friends..they're kind but still,i cant tell them anything..perhaps i was too shy and i just cant believe and trust people easily..am sorry...yeah,,,that's me...i used to cry...because of my friendship...yeah...sounds like am an annoying spoil brat...to be honest,i love all my friends...i just cant be away from them...there was once happened in my life when i was 15..hurm...what a tragic thing happened...just because of 1 silly misunderstanding....she thought that 1 of our friends,like stealing us from her..my friends were thrown by rocks...yeah..u heard me...ROCKS...,STONES...what a year...and when i was 17,there was i girl that wanna break my friendship with my dear best friend since i was 13 ..but she didnt succeed....well at the very 1st moment,she seemed like dont like our close relation...i mean,c'mon,who would not want a very close friendship...hurmm..i was crying after i finished my tuition class...when i reached home...it was just because my bestie didnt sit with me..instead she sit with that GIRL...they talked,laughed like i wasnt there..thanks to my other besties,they comfort me,..freakin love them..now me and my bestie studying at the same university and now no one can break friendship again... XD
JULY 13TH 2011
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