what its like to be left alone....by anyone...by our family,our friends,our mentors,etc..the feeling wont be the same if we are accompanied and surrounded by the people that we love... why the title is FRAGILE but am talking about LONELINESS........
hurm...actually today i just wanna tell u all what i kept inside me..my feelings,sadness,happiness.......am a FRAGILE HEARTED PERSON......yeah i know.everyone can see me being happy every single day..but do they know what happened inside me...hurm...i dont think so...am makin this blogging kind of thing because i was afraid to tell anyone bout it....i'm shy....yeah..people will look at me like am a brutal,hard person but they dont even know that deep,deep down inside,am crying like a baby...hurm...perhaps i dont have a really trusted friends..yet........i've many friends..they're kind but still,i cant tell them anything..perhaps i was too shy and i just cant believe and trust people easily..am sorry...yeah,,,that's me...i used to cry...because of my friendship...yeah...sounds like am an annoying spoil brat...to be honest,i love all my friends...i just cant be away from them...there was once happened in my life when i was 15..hurm...what a tragic thing happened...just because of 1 silly misunderstanding....she thought that 1 of our friends,like stealing us from her..my friends were thrown by rocks...yeah..u heard me...ROCKS...,STONES...what a year...and when i was 17,there was i girl that wanna break my friendship with my dear best friend since i was 13 ..but she didnt succeed....well at the very 1st moment,she seemed like dont like our close relation...i mean,c'mon,who would not want a very close friendship...hurmm..i was crying after i finished my tuition class...when i reached home...it was just because my bestie didnt sit with me..instead she sit with that GIRL...they talked,laughed like i wasnt there..thanks to my other besties,they comfort me,..freakin love them..now me and my bestie studying at the same university and now no one can break friendship again... XD
what a tiring day....i'm totally exhausted...why??? because i have to climb 284 stairs....yeah...sounds tiring right....hehehe...well,am not gonna talk about the stairs though..i know...its boring...well,actually today,am gonna share with u guys about an english novel that i've read like how many times...i think almost 5 times...yeah...5 times...hehehe..the title of the novel is 'YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I DONT WANT'..haha.yeah..u heard me...i know,i know..nowadays people keep looking for 'THE ONE' to be with...hehe...well..i'll write the synopsis here... here we go.. XD
- When Lucy meets Nate in Venice,aged 18, she knows instantly he's THE ONE.. And , caught up in the whirlwind of first love , they kiss under the BRIDGE OF SIGHS at sunset...Which - according to legend - will tie them together forever....
But ten years later, they completely lost contact...That is until Lucy moves to New York and the legend brings them back together. Again. And again. And again...
But what if Nate isnt THE ONE????? How is she going to get rid of him??? Because forever could be a very long time..................................... -
haha...so,what u guys think about the story is now when u guys know the synopsis? can u guys imagine it????? hehehe...well....actually,it is a funny story...that is why i cant stop reading the novel over and over again....hehehe....it cant bored me..LOL
normally we read novels that end happily ever after...what i meant was,when the hero appeared at the very first page,we know that they will be together no matter how hard it is..the obstacles that they need to face...yeah2....boring...same old,same old...hehehe..now,it is actually something fresh...new idea...hehehe....
teenagers nowadays,feels like finding a soulmate,love of their lives,is one of the main priorities...hahaha....what an idea.....hahaha...funny,,hey girls and boys out there,if u guys are destined to be with someone,relax,let the love come to you ...... it will feel more meaningful than you finding someone that wanna be witth you not because they love you...but because of something else...hehe...yeah2...sounds like a LOVE DOCTOR arent I...hahaha....i can be a matchmaker i think...and i can make money..ehem....hehehe....
dont worry...i wont be.......i wanna be someone that can help others..HEY,u can help others by finding them their lifemate...hehehe....what an idea....hehehe.....what am i talking right now...hehe
see ya....next time..i'll bring more stories that will capture your interest..hehe..
p/s : DA SWI DANYA,AU REVOIR,CIAO,ADIOS,SELAMAT TINGGAL..GOODBYE... XD HAVE A NICE DAY... ^-^
owh man...what a day..... slept at about what...1.30a.m i guess....and i woke up at 4a.m..just to read books...hehehe...OMG....i've been kinda busy lately with homeworks,reports ( am not working yet...am talking bout lab reports..hehe ) so actually,i woke up at 4 am,to read books as i have test that day....(yesterday to be exact) i read books,learning PROJECTILE MOTION , ONLINE..hehe,..i know right...perhaps ya'll will say,hey,how can she learn online....haha...when i mean online,i really mean it...i learn it from YOUTUBE..hahaha...YEAH,YOUTUBE...it is actually one of the way to learn the PROJECTILE MOTION...actually i knew bout it from one of my friends..he's not a NERD or GEEK...he's just SMART...thats all....i took bath at about 7.30 am....as the test start at 9 am...hey,i need to meet my friends...daa....hahahha...so i went down to the faculty with my dear classmates at about 8.30 am..annd my feelings back then..hurm..i dont know...quite nervous...thats for sure..and what else...hurm...am excited...hehehe..i dont know why...hehehe...perhaps i wanna the test to end early and u know,never think bout it...ever again..but u know..i was WRONG bout it...TOTALLY WRONG....WHY??????????? because after we all finished the test,we're like,discussing bout it..and when i knew i was WRONG,i was pretty dissapointed...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..hahaha....so i just taking rest at my room....gossiping..hehehe..well..girls...hehehe...at about 3 pm,i went to the kafe to do lab reports...huh.....freakin tiring...i was there with my friends...until 6.45 pm...i know...long period right...but still..we didnt finish it...hehehe.....at night,at about 9 pm,i went to the kafe once again..but this time with my bestie....my best friend since i was 13.......she asked me to teach her chemistry...hey...i dont mind...i love helping my friends...hehehe..we finished at what...about 10.30 pm..hehehe....yeah i know...how can she teach chemistry in a short period of time...hahaha..guess what...i just summarise all that stuff...hehehe....yup...thats me...we're talking until 11.15 pm at the bench near to our block....yeah..it was fun meeting her...laughing..talking bout our past..hehehe....lovin her... :) so thats it....hehehe....one whole day...what i was doin on JULY 9TH 2011....here in UITM PUNCAK ALAM...
p/s : i'll tell more bout my college life after this... DA SWI DANYA,AU REVOIR,CIAO,ADIOS,SELAMAT TINGGAL,BYE,
